Help! It's an emergincy. Someone's just wounded my heart.

You’ve put the full stop.


yana says:
christian we need to talk really
{~ČĤŔĪŽ~}#①⑥ says:
why should we talk?
yana says:
you gotta stop ignorong me and tell me why you're not taling to me so that i can put a fullstop here
yana says:
and why not?
{~ČĤŔĪŽ~}#①⑥ says:
theres nothing to talk , and we didnt have a relationship, i just stop falling for you, cuz im confused...! and im sorry..my sorry wont work i knoe! so let's just stop from here...
yana says:
at least you said that
yana says:
i mean
yana says:
couldn't you say it earlier

{~ČĤŔĪŽ~}#①⑥ says:
cuz i want to make myself clear , i need time to thik .and i made a desicion already...
yana says:
{~ČĤŔĪŽ~}#①⑥ says:
sorry for that maybe we could just be friends...
yana says:
sure(we all know what it means)

{~ČĤŔĪŽ~}#①⑥ says:
i hope i dont have bad feelings for me or anything about what happen
yana says:
no i just feel hurt but it's gonna pass soon
{~ČĤŔĪŽ~}#①⑥ says:
thx.. for the time
yana says:
time?
yana says:
what do you mean?
{~ČĤŔĪŽ~}#①⑥ says:
like for meeting,chatting,and talking
{~ČĤŔĪŽ~}#①⑥ says:
and im not used to have a long distance relationship...

yana says:
yeah that would be hard it was kinda my fault too
yana says:
i fell for you too fast
yana says:
~ČĤŔĪŽ~}#①⑥ says:
yeah.
yana says:
{~ČĤŔĪŽ~}#①⑥ says:
yup..
{~ČĤŔĪŽ~}#①⑥ says:
sorry for everything//
yana says:
sorry too

{~ČĤŔĪŽ~}#①⑥ says:
it's aiite
{~ČĤŔĪŽ~}#①⑥ says:
hehehe




That night i cried my eyes out. It ended without a start.

At the edge of an emotional breakdown(pieces)

I’ve faced the consequences of falling apart nothing is left. Just my broken heart. I smile for no reason. Fond memories back. Too good to compete. Not over. No lack. Got nothing to cherish. But nothing is lost. They say everything in this world has a cost. I might not be happy I might not be sad. I might not be living I might not be dead. I praise my belongings. I scrape off my love. I tried to be stronger I tried to be tough. I prayed for the sun to give me last breath. I woke with the tears that I always have. I don’t hear the music I don’t hear the cries. I look at the sky. And I see the lies. I feel something breaking. Deep down inside. I fall on the ground. There’s no where to hide. I struggled to hold on to pieces of light. The world was immersing right into the night. I’ve seen all the troubles. I felt all the pain. Soon after it all was washed out with rain. And then I saw nothing. I just remained mute. I felt all the ease that I ever could.

piece of my writing

I don’t give a fuck for what I have done. All I was doing is just having fun. I really don’t care for your loud cries. Whatever. You know that everyone lies. You knew that someday you’ll have to face this. Here is your last hug and your one last kiss. You told me I cheated. So everyone does. Admitting I did it, will not make it lust. Calling me whore will not lead no where. You can say more. I really don’t care.

ordinary day

I miss you :)

P.S. Parents' day sucks

Christian, as you may already know, I love you.

Yes, I know I'm a lazy dossing-around pig but whatever. Updaaaateed. Straight to the point. Shut up.

I love Christian! Ok, hold it, it's not romantic.

I met him at the IFC roof garden. He turned out to be Dee's ex schoolmate. Dee, Celdron, Noel, Zoe and I were having a few drinks and decied to play thruth or dare. An all-time favorite. I was dared to come up to him and say 'I like you' which wasn't very hard as I already liked him from the first sight. And so I did. Of coarse, it bursted a wave of 'AWWWWW's and someone even said something like he likes you too?

Anyway. I officially love facebook for letting me talk to him again.

We met yesterday. He looks so good in his shool uniform. He was with his frends Lisa and Kim and I was with Doreen. We talked. I felt weird looks from his friends upon myself. Though they knew.

After that he walked me home:)

We talked online. He said he misses me. A lot. And he loves me :) I told him I love him too. I might as well be te happiest person in the entire world.

I LOVE YOU CHRISTIAN CAPINPIN.

Everyting secretive will someday be revealed

At least that's what you've tought me, mother. You know, I've never thought of you as a gossiper or a lier. Never. Anything but that. He told you that, hoping you'll keep it a secret. Why do you have to tell others? Well maybe it is not my business. However, how could you lie to me? You told me you don't get into my business. But you do! I heard what you've said! And you know what hurts the most? No, not the fact that you check my inbox. And not the fact that you mind my business and get into my personal life. But that you LIED to me. Something you've always scolded me for. Also, why don't you trust me? I know you're just being concerned and so on and i've done enough of mistakes but sometimes you just gotta trust me. I dislike this side of you a lot. I know we all have somebad quailities in us but I've never expected that from my own mother.

G's idea

Gurpreet had a great idea of puting all the photos together in a slide show. I just uploaded it though. Enjoy:) Uh yeah, those two guys I know you love'em just I like do:)