I'm still in love with you

I'm still in love with you and every time I close my eyes, I see your smile just like the rain in the deserted skies. You look at me so warmly like you did with kind eyes that I'm afraid to meet. You take my hand and place a kiss right there and for the rest of all I couldn't care. My eyes are open and I can see you're gone. And once again I'm on my own- alone. Tears in my eyes. My eyes are closed again. I see your smile and I don't feel the pain. And I repeat I'm still in love with you. It's so uneasy. Tell me what to do.