pain

Pain never comes alone. It crawls into your chest with shades of fear. Fear of losing significant one. Along comes a feeling of a meaningless life. Confidence leaves you right there, right then. You spin in a carousel of cries. You wake up, not wanting to be awake. You go to bed, not falling asleep. Spend the night rolling the same scene in your head. Seeing him, explodes your heart. Million of pieces of sharp words stick into your heart. Hurting you. It all fades after some time though still comes back to you whenever you are reminded of it. And there is nothing to medicate it but time. Only time heals it.